INGABE NGIMBONILE?
“Ngemva kwalokho wabonakala ngesinye isimo kwababili kubo.”
NgokukaMakhu 16:12
Ukusindiswa nokubona uJesu akuyona into efanayo. Baningi abahlanganyela emseni kaNkulunkulu abangakaze bambone uJesu. Lapho usumbonile uJesu, awusoze waphinda wafana nakuqala, ezinye izinto azisakukhangi njengakuqala.
Ngaso sonke isikhathi hlukanisa phakathi kwalokho obona ukuthi uJesu uyikho, nalokho akwenzele wena. Uma wazi kuphela lokho akwenzele wena, awunaye uNkulunkulu omkhulu ngokwanele; kodwa uma uke waba nombono kaJesu njengoba enjalo, okuhlangenwe nakho kungafika kudlule, wena uyokhuthazela "njengobona Lowo ongabonakali." Umuntu owazalwa eyimpumputhe wayengazi ukuthi uJesu ungubani kwaze kwaba yilapho uJesu ebonakala kuye wazembula kuye. UJesu ubonakala kulabo abenzele okuthile; kodwa asikwazi ukusho ukuthi uyofika nini. Kungazelelwe kunoma yiliphi ijika angase afike. "Manje ngiyambona!"
UJesu kumelwe abonakale kumngane wakho njengoba abonakala nakuwe, akekho ongabona uJesu ngamehlo akho. Ukuhlukana kuvela lapho omunye embonile uJesu kodwa omunye engambonanga. Awukwazi ukuletha umngane wakho ngaphandle kokuba uNkulunkulu amlethe. Ingabe umbonile uJesu? Uma kunjalo uyofuna nabanye bambone. "Bahamba bayobikela abaseleyo, nabo abazange babakholwe." Kumelwe utshele, noma bengakholwa.
"O ukube bengingatshela, nakanjani beniyakukholwa!
O ukube bengingasho kuphela engikubonile! Ngingakutshela kanjani noma ningakwamukela kanjani, kanjani, Yena engakanilethi lapho nami ngike ngaba khona?"